The blade is back...

It's back, the pain and Missouri
that I felt before I meat him
before I kissed him and feel in
love.

The blade cuts me....
blood comes out like a
volcano...it's been waiting

It's back, all th tears and
wishing i was dead...so it
would all stop..

The blade cuts me again
just feels so good....

It's all back...just wishing i
would disappear for this so
called world...it's my hell

The blade cuts me for the last time...
My world is now spinning and twirling
next I'm not the floor with blood every were...

It's gone...all of it...for now...but it will be back i know it will....it always does....