The mere thought of it happening;
sent shivers down my spine.
super powers are not what I have in me;
so give me time to surmount my fear.
I don't give empty promises;
hence, don't pin high hopes on me.
fearless and responsible;
is not the real me.
a show beautifully put up by me;
got you all caught in my trap.
should I give up?
should I leave it alone?
perhaps I had the wild thought of doing so.
but, I wasn't courageous enough to do so.
time was never enough for everything;
yet, I refused to accept the ruthless truth.
I murmured exhaustion to that unseen soul of mine.
nothing really matters anymore.
or rather; nothing really did matter.