Its new year's eve,
should be one of the best,
most hopeful times of my life.
new year-
year 12 coming up,
turning 17 later on.
you know,
clean slate and all that.
but i feel as if I'm falling
into a chasm
or sinking
into a mire
i cant escape
and i don't know
if i want to
i want it to be over
my whole life
extinct
