I'm sorry for all the times I let you down
when I can't control myself and I just give in
I know that I've hurt you
but see I'm not alright, I never have been
All I have to give you is my twisted heart
I may look all together on the outside
but really its just a mask
and it killed me everytime I lied
But its not your problem
I know its mine alone
and I wonder sometimes
would you have chose differently if you'd known?