Gone,
All because of what I said.
Why? Why did I have to say anything?
It hurts,
I cry.
I hate myself,
And you try.
Try to make it better.
But because of me..
I've lost it all.
Tears falling telling a story.
Telling a story like the raindrops.
But who will listen?
None.
Curling up.
The fetal position.
Still you try.
Try and make it go away.
But still it doesn't work.
Staring in the mirror.
Hating what I see.
In pieces I lay.
Alone, still crying.
Ignored.
Cast-out.
The way it's always been.
And still you try.
Why?
Crying harder.
The news gets out.
Why they ask.
I have no answer for them.
Oh how it hurts.
Why does it hurt so?
I beg and plead but none can stop it.
I want to die.
Make it stop. Please.
Oh how it burns.
My eyes and my heart.
They burn under a raging flame.
Why did I say anything?
If I had never said anything would I be here?
Why?
