I want to... but i know

I want 2 love u but i know u don't love me i want 2 care but i know u don't care about me i want to believe u when u say i wont hurt u but i know that's the 1st thing you'll do i want 2 believe in us but i know that u don't and probably never will i want 2 wish upon that shooting star asking it to make u love me but i know u will never love me again and I'm just wasting my time i want 2 dream about u and me but i don't want to wake up knowing it will never come true seeing u flirt with all those other girls then come flirt with me just makes me feel like i mean nothing i don't know what to do cause I'm still in love with u