When you were alive

When you were alive
you brightened my heart
and then you died
then i fell apart

every thing i did
reminded me of you
against my own will
there was nothing i could do

now i am sitting here
all alone
with one single tear
i wonder when daddy will be home

and all this fear
in my eye's
all these tears
because all the lies

darkness hold my fears
light hold me down
if you were here
my tears wouldn't come around

shadows of better day
lie inside my head
if i found a better way
you would not be dead

my smile is a fake
since you when away
until you are awake
i don't want to live another day