Forever in time

So here i am once again on my knees begging please.Why did life go so wrong? Why do i cry at the end of the song? Why is it that nothing can sooth this savage beast? Why am i thought of least? Why do i cry alone in my bed? Why do i wish that i was dead? Why in the mirror is there a fake smile? Why is life no longer worth while? where did the happy times go? why do i feel so alone? Why will the tears not stop? Why does my heart have these blank spots? why has the pain died? Why have i always lied? Why does the wind give me chills? Why do the hurtful words give me thrills? why do they keep on asking? why do i keep on lasting? My breathing is slowing. my heart is not going. To my family good-bye. please i beg do not cry. Forever in time forever is mine. the darkness is calling. I'll just keep on falling. forever in time. for like i said forever is mine.