You may not know
but heart was always your
You may not notice
but i'm always happy with you
You may not know
that deep inside i wanted you
not as an object
but as someone who can love me and i love you
You may not know
a lot thing that i hide from you
but you do know
we are the best of friends
when i was sick last summer
i phoned you cause i felt lonely
it was the middle of the night
you picked up.
half awake you asked why i phoned
i said i missed you
you laughed and said you missed me too
although we were not together, we seemed like we were.
i knew you loved him
so i never told me about my feelings.
but that night
you read to me
you told me a story that i will never forget
one that describes my feelings to you
as you kept on reading to me
i little by little starting to fall asleep
you stayed on the phone even when i was sleeping
afraid that it might wake me up
you said things that you would never say
you thought i was sleeping.
you said you knew that i loved you
you said you feel so bad, so guilty
you said you wished that you could make me happy
like i have made you happy
you said you cant cause it wouldn't feel right
you said i may never hear this...
but i did...
you said "i love you with all my heart always..."
