Long Black Road

This long Black road once lead to you.
This one such road had color and joy for me, but now brings tears and sadness.
I once had love for you and you left me here.
I once had trust and now I can't stand to trust myself.
You promised me no one would hurt me and you would take care of me, but now you leave me here to bleed, suffer and drowned in my own tears.
You promised to protect me from others but I now hide from you.
I cry for you n silence but fear the screams in my head.
I can't see past your black eyes and see the softness inside like I once did before.
Where did my lover go?
Where is the man I know?
Where is the soft tender friend i once knew?