(10/21/07) by Ember Michelle Zills
I don't understand why it is you put me through this pain,
I have hurt you once I admitt in revenge of the pain you caused me,
How do you ever hurt someone you love that much that bad?
I suppose I'll never know.
Pretty eyes, you are the reason my heart beats,
My lungs breathe,
My knees go weak.
Why can't you just realize that?
Why do you not comprehend it?
I can no longer do this babe,
It hurts way too much and I can't take the pain.
There's only two options,
Live in torment and misery the rest of my life,
Or suffer self-inflicting pain and death and end it all,
Which shall I choose?
I'm not sure,
See my only asylum I have ever had has been my oh so reliable blade to get me through.
I never shall depend on no one being,
Especially never again.
I hate that I love you,
I hate that I need you,
And I can't go a day without out you.
I just told you goodbye and I guess goodbye is what it's going to be,
So with this I leave you these few simple questions,
Was it worth loosing me?
Was it worth someone dying out of it?
Was it worth hurting family?
Was she worth my life?
When you are able to answer I may be gone already,
But don't worry every one will know I died for love.
I shall always love you my love, pretty eyes, have a great life and please learn from this lesson, may
God bless you indefinately!
