I can't take it

I can't take this anymore its getting me down,
i hate this place Ive got to leave town,
i hate all the hurt and pain iv-ed caused,
i cant handle all the love that Ive lost.

Ive hurt so many people in my life,
my baby,my family n the one i wanted as my wife,
i hate myself for all the people Ive used,
they have tried to help me n all i done was abused.

abused there trust and love it was so special,
all i had to do was the same it was essential,
essential that i gave the same,
but i could not do that to Honor my name.

now that special person has gone its not the same,
and its obvious to all that ime to blame,
the blame must lye solely at my feet,
for loosing that girl i saw in the street.

i think she's got someone else n who could blame,
coz i couldn't even carry my name,
well its all gone now what can i do,
but wish the very best to you.