I just don't know where to turn anymore,
you were everything to me,
and now we're nothing anymore.
You got me through my summer,
picked me up when he threw me down,
but now,
I don't know where you are.
You've just run too far,
down a few roads I simply can't follow.
I've said some things,
you have to,
that pretty much ended us,
and now I don't know what to do.
You have her now,
my other sister,
my other half...
a piece of me,
I miss so terribly.
That itself,
kills me everyday,
and now losing both of you,
is more than I can endure.
I want back what we had,
when you stayed with me,
for days at a time,
when we hid nothing from eachother,
and called one another to talk about everything,
and nothing all at once.
I want back my nerdbomber,
my best friend,
my sister.
But I guess I pushed it a step too far,
said things I cannot take back.
So now when I see you,
laughing and giggling with her,
like we used to,
it cuts me deep,
and shows me what I'm so missing.
I'm so missing you.
I'm sorry Alex..
