Is this love?

I try so hard to ignore you
and try so hard not to care
the distance thats between us
is getting too much to bare
I want to kiss and hold you
and feel the warmth of your touch
knowing right now that I cant
is hurting me so damn much
why did you say you loved me6
tell me, why did you say you cared?
now that we have started this
I'm getting a little scared
I never should have admitted
the way you make me feel
it shows me more than ever
that this is really real
I don't have all the answers
to whats really happening here
but to pass up this one chance
and never know... is now my biggest fear
as i sit here debating
wondering what to do
I know without a doubt that
I truly care about you
I know the stronger these feelings become
the harder its going to be
to live each day of my life
without you nest to me
be patient with me darling
give me a little more time
to make sure within myself
you were truly meant for me