XxX Life XxX

Everydays a disappointment
I don't know what to do,
I'm thinking more and more about suicide
Does anyone else to ??

If anything things get worse
And more evil day by day,
Crimes, Fights and Death
What else is there to say !

I don't like getting close to anyone
It just doesn't seem right,
And when someone trys to get close to me
It makes me angry and want to fight !!

Hugs make me feel really uncomfortable
I haven't had 1 for ages,
Now i can't stand the thought of them
My life has too many bad pages !

Even though I'm scared of violence
That's what feels right,
It's like I'm used to it now
Even though it gives me a fright !

I can't make a decision
On whether to live or die,
It's like I'm stuck between 2 worlds
I just don't want to cry !

I think about death everyday
And sometimes it really scares me,
Other days i truly want to die
And for everyone to leave me be !!!