XxX Reality 2 Me XxX

Everytime one door opens
Another seems to shut,
Thats when i go down again
And mostly when i cut !

I'm still not close to my mum
And i cant tell her anything,
I wish it was how it used to be
Where i told her everything !

I cant seem to forgive her
Even though i should,
Why did she take him back
All the time she would !

Everyday routines seem so difficult
Sometimes I forget to eat and others i don't want to,
And when it comes to eating
I hate being told what to do !!!

Everydays just a drag
I wish i was anyone but me,
I hate myself and this world
But no-one seems to see !

I love my friends and family
I really do indeed,
But life's too hard to deal with
I don't think I'll succeed !!!!!!!!!!!