Confesions of a Broken Friendship

I wish we could back to those unspoiled moments
in our relationship
Before distrust
Or betrayal ever touched our hearts,
Before we knew that 3 years later
This would all be gone
I wish I could go back in time
to relive all those immature moments,
the late night calls about absolutely nothing,
All the annoying comments,
but most of all,
The feeling of having a hard day
but being reassured that it
Would eventually be okay..
I admit I do miss you, I miss the old times
But unfortunately
The thing I miss the one thing I miss most
Is who I thought you were,
Or at least Who I thought we were,
But I have to be honest
Im disgusted by the way
You gave up so easily
Do you really not care anymore?
Am I such a horrible person?
Did I really wound you that deeply?
But I guess I just dont understand
For the longest time,
I held on to this stupid thing called hope
I was reassured we would eventually be okay
But then I realized hope for fools
And fools dont get anywhere in life.
Youve moved on with your life,
But cant I move on with mine?
Why is it that every time I try to forget,
I suddenly get bombarded with
Memories of our friendship
My heart is tired and my hopes cut short
So heres my final resolution,
Im letting you go.
So maybe later in life,
If we happen to cross paths,
We can smile and remember
What once was..
If theres one final moment I could relive,
I would go back to the moment I met you
I would have never made the mistake
Of opening up my heart
Or even gotten to know you,
Because then,
All of this wouldnt be so hard
And I wouldnt still love you the way I do..