Confused more than ever...

Remember when you were little? And your mom let you get a brand new toy, a really expensive on that had just been released? But then a month later another new toy was released. And you really really wanted it? But you couldn't have it cause your mom said no, and you just got that other toy. The one that made you so happy at them time but just doesn't work right anymore. Just doesn't make you happy anymore and you could throw away the old one, to make room for the new one, and save up a little money and get the new one but you don't know if its worth getting rid of the old one cause it still works sometimes, you still like it. Well its like that. He's the new toy. The perfect one. The one you can't get because your too scared of letting go of the old one.