The Endless End

I'll get drunk and wait for you
To call me like you do
Say "hey babe, hows your night"
I'll know something isn't right
But pretend that everything is great
That this was meant as fate
Because tonight I was supposed to choose
Who did I want to lose
I can't do it, not with either
This is just like playing with fire
I don't want him I don't want you
What the hell am I to do
One of you was suppose to take my heart
Something good was supposed to start
But when I sat with him I knew
I still love you
And even though I don't know why
I even began to cry
Because you never wanted me
You didn't even see
But this time I didn't mind
You weren't even kind
Wait for me as I walk away
I was never meant to stay
I'll just let go of both...to the ends
This is to all of us...being just friends
Don't mind if I slip away
From the joy that was today
Don't mind if I quit calling
And when I start falling
Don't either of you try to catch me
Just let go, let me be
I don't care about any of it
No more of this shit
Go ahead and have your fun
Don't call me when your done
I'm tired of the games and losing
Saying I love...positively oozing
I'm going to bed now, so goodnight
Remember this isn't just another fight.
I'm done its over, I'm so through
Just forget me, both of you!