God, why do her beautiful big brown eyes hold me in there grasp they captivate and draw me in. God can you tell me why it is that her smile is one that can melt my heart with just a glimpse. God why is it that her love for you only deepens my love for her. Why God why can't I shake these feeling I have for this Your most beautiful of creations when I know my feelings she does not share. I'm stuck God and don't know what to do I love to see her but at the same time it hurts. Please God tell me why we have to have so much in common and many great memories over the summer that can never be repeated. Father God why must I go through this torture, this anguish, this pain. Lord God all this is stirring through my mind but I know You have a plan better than any of mine so I will continue to wait and love her till You tell me otherwise
