His Consolation Prize. {Finished}

I'm not your consolation prize,
That's something you gotta understand.
I'm not just someone for you to run to,
When you`re too far away to reach her hand.

You treat me as your alternate;
I'm always second to her.
I don't want to be with you if it's
Just while she isn't there.

You screw with my mind
With everything you say.
Make me feel like you want me,
But then you run away.

Maybe you don't want to be with me,
Maybe one-night stands is all that you want
But I can't settle for something that's not real.

I remember when I mattered,
When I felt as if you cared.
But now I don't know how you feel,
Because when I need you, you're not there.

xx love

***This is the finished version, i hope you like it, i tried to finish it even tho im not angry now which made itI'm little hard, but your comments are appreciated***