Awe this one made me sad, you have amazing tallent , i really, really hope things work out, i do, i gave this poem 5/5 and i missed reading your poems :)
This is heartbrakingly sad. If its true, i hope beyond hope that he picks up the phone to you.
You know there could be loads of reasons, he might of had to stay out there longer last minute and not had a chance to get to a phone or whatever?!
Hm, it pains me, i know you have had a lot of heatache but you have got to stay strong and keep writing these wonderful poem's.
Take care.