Giving up all my hopes
ocean is never gonna change
to my trapeze net
to my safety nest
and I'm never gonna get up.
Giggling with depression
evenings never seemed
to be so lonely.
Up in the sky stars are smiling to
people on the Earth every night.
And I don't know how to be happy again
never I have been so desperate and
daddy keeps saying I'm too old for this
Like I'm sinking deeper and deeper
I just can't forget those
visions of you and me smiling together
even now when you don't breathe anymore
So many tears I've wasted
on things that'll never change
mourning every night since you died
empty streets I cross alone
to reach you again in your sky
I'm trying to live
my life without you and sometimes
emptiness goes away and I feel
so live again, although you're not here...