Loving You

I hate myself for loving you,
But loving you is all I can do.
I try so hard to make things work,
But in the end I'm the one who's hurt.
I try and try with all my heart,
But it feels like I'm just falling apart.
I keep on trying as best as I can,
But I really wish you would just give me your hand.
I keep in mind you claim you're mine,
And then I wonder why all you want to do is hide.
Then you claim I'm yours,
But you keep yourself behind those doors.
That's why I hate myself for loving you,
But loving you is all I can do.