You can blame it on the drugs or even the booze
but no matter what i did i would still lose
i was coming to see you not to be alone
i was left with these "men" i should have stayed home
at least there i would have been safe i wouldn't have to cry
when they took my pride from me for then i died inside
to drunk to move to stoned to think
he forced his why inside me while i was asleep
now his face haunts me i am forever alone
you both could have saved me you could have sent them home
most think it will never happen but when it does they live in regret
i know this from experience its a night ill never forget
you layed there sleeping the whole night thru
while i was left there with them the whole time trying to wake you
when you finally awoke no sooner you left
she sat in the kitchen flirting like normal its what she did best
i layed on that bed in the very next room
and that poor little boy was the only one who knew
he watched them do it sad but true
only one man could have saved me and that man was you
know i think it was all a plan just one big bet
you think its a joke for me its a night ill never forget
i didn't involve the police for i knew what they would do
the only thing i was thinking about was you
i didn't want o piss you off or for you to lose your job
but i was the only one in that hose that was robbed
they took my innocence a night i will forever regret
for that is the night i will never forget.
~this poem is for my ex boyfriend Adam and the witch Chris he lives with only they could have prevented what happened that night. but know i think back and they probably planned the whole thing. people are cruel.
