If only I could write every thought in my head.....
Draw every picture in my memory...
Then I might be considered insane but the diagnosis would be accurate....
If only you could see into my eyes into my soul......
If only you could feel the pain in my heart.....
If only you could hear that my heart beats in sync with his.......
If only I could be carried away with the wind....
If only it carried me to a dark place....
A place without feeling.....
Where the sky is always dark and rain pours......
Where the wind blows the leaves hard........
This place is my mind....
I have no heart.....
He stole it.....
I have no thoughts to control me....
I have no sould to guide me.....
I see the light.....
I run from it....
Afraid I'll forget this place.....
Cause this place holds all memories of him.....
Never wanting to leave....
Unless he's there not just his face & body....
But his touch and words......
His kiss will set me free..
His eyes will make me surrender forever....
I give everything to him....
I trust that he'll hold onto it until he can hold me again...
