Abandoned&Neglected

Where do i go from here?
Dear mom and dad.
Where do i start
from where u left me dead

Where do i go?
From my abandoned little world
Where is the starting line
for this neglected baby girl

What do i use,
to absorb all my tears
Whose hand do i hold
to express all my fears?

You said no one loves me mom
I`m starting to think you were right
Because now that I`m all alone
theres no one left to help me fight

I said i was strong enough
That i was a better person dad
But you`ve proved me so weak
I know u must be glad

I called you my heroes once
No matter how much love i didn`t receive
But after hearing your opinion mom
I switched from what i believed

You said you wish i was a son.
Mom, you wanted to kill me
I'm sure i could`ve been a better child
I'm sorry that you didn`t want me

What hurts me the most is that I`m so alone
I'm nothing without you two
And deep inside i still love you mom and dad
So what in the world do i do?

Tell me where to go from here
You left your baby on the street alone
And in this world of sins and hate
I'm scared i wont make it on my own.

Where do i go from here?.....