Against my better judgement

I'm a bad girl in my own right.
Knock you down without even a thought.
I do demand all honesty and my standards are high.

But I lost myself in your addictive love.
My standards now seem relaxed and somewhat foreign in all honesty.

The job was given to you which surprises me as much as it does you.
I let it rip and laughed out loud.

My wall is crumbling too fast;
I can't put a finger on it but I seem to like the sound as the bricks crash to the floor.

Never in a thousand years would I dream this dream that whispers reality so softly.

I have let you in against my better judgement.