Will you think badly of me
If I start to cry in your arms?
I'm so confused
I don't know what to do
It's nothing you did
How did I get myself
Into this mess?
Trying to protect my sister?
Angry at myself?
I don't know
I don't cry often
But I feel so messed up
I feel like
I'm being torn
Between a friend
And my sister
Please
Don't be mad
If I break down
I hold so much inside
It's bad I know
But
I can't help it
Can I tell you everything
That I've experienced
And done
Without you getting mad?
I love you and I don't want
You to leave me for
Something I did in the past
Ever because
I love you too much
