Things I would want 2 tell you..but cant

Oh, if I could buy that smile of yours
I would pay you well, of course
I had it once, I got it for free
It was back then, when you still loved me

Darling, you could have my heart
It belonged to you from the very start
Though I wouldn't admit it at the time
Because of that damn pride of mine

You see; I like to hide my feelings, push them aside
I keep them to myself, instead of spreading them wide
But the truth is, and I hope that you know
You mean the world to me, even when it doesn't show

I know I screwed it all up, I know I was wrong
But we're both different now, we could get along
Wouldn't you please give me one last try?
I promise I'll be good, this time it's no lie

But now it's done; I've admitted to it all
I admit you were right, and I know I did fall
And if you don't love me back, that's fine with me
As long as you're happy, that's what I'll be

'Cause your presence makes me want to sing
I'll rise from the ground, spread my wings
Shout out loud of happiness and joy
Because you are mine, sunshineboy

And I want to take you away to a whole new space
Where I'd spread butterfly kisses all over your face
I'd fly with you up in the sky, and high above
That's how far I would take you, my love

So step into my illusion, remember to shut the door
We could spend our time here, lying on the floor
Not a worry in the world, oh I wish it'd be true
It's not that easy, but I'll be fine as long as I have you

I love you Brandon know that..