Painful desire

Why must i suffer?
As you laugh with you friends
Why must i suffer?
Until the very end

You never notice the way i smile
You never hear my words
It feels like youâ??ve drifted for over a mile
And now my soul, it hurts

Loving you is the pain that weeps
Out my crying eyes
Now youâ??ve dug me in so deep
And here my torn heart lies

Coiling and falling, falling forever
These words describe my pain
As i think about our never
My soul is killed with pain

It hurts inside when i see your grin
It is so painful i cannot stand
Youâ??ve left me in the grief Iâ??m in
You never even touched my hand.