Then, Now or Ever

Words do hurt, there's no denying that.
I didn't mean it, but I got the feeling you did.
How could you say that?
How can I take the blame for your mistakes?

Do you truly hate me?
It sounded like you do.
What did you expect me to do?
Stand there and take it?
Stand there and let you rip into me, without any retaliation?

But then again, thats what you like isn't it?
Someone you can control and mould into your 'perfect girl'.
Gee's. Well sorry i didn't make the cut.

It's not my fault you'd prefer a typical 'clone'.
That will never be me.
I'm not stupid.
I'm not fake.
I'm not going to be controlled.

Don't start something you can't finish. Loser.
Wait. That's what you do isn't it?
I won't stoop to your level.
You're not even worth it.

Why must you be such a jerk?
Do I bring out the worst in you?
If you have issues, deal with them.
Don't take them out on me.

Take a look around you, you're not the only person with insecurities.
Am I an easy target?
Someone to take your frustration out on?
Why don't you think before you speak?
Other people have feelings too.

I have no urge to be around you.
No wanting to see you.
Stop acting like you're 'all that'.
Look around - you're alone too.
I don't need you anymore, haven't needed you in a while.

You're cruel.
You don't care. You've never cared.
People like you, I don't need in my life.
So kindly take leave and walk away.
Don't stand there waiting for an apology, I owe you nothing.

Nothing then.
Nothing now.
Nothing ever.

Ally. x