It's My Fault Your Not Here.

I love you so much,
Yet I push you away.
I'm sorry I do this,
Please don't think it's a game.

I want you and need you,
That's true from my heart.
But because of things I do,
What we may have will never start.

I always believed that if I didn't let you near,
That I would never be hurt because you wouldn't mean that much.
But the fact of the matter is, I've hurt myself,
Because I pushed you so far, I can't feel your touch.

Baby come back, I'm sorry, blame me.
I didn't want to hurt you, I hope you can see.
I wish I could explain why I treated you this way,
But I can't even tell you I need you to stay.

It's my fault your not here,
I know I caused this mess.
I know you wouldn't have walked away,
If I didn't treat you like the rest,
If I had made it easy for you to stay.

xx love