Love gone forever

What do I do when you say you don't care?
And the pain is far too deep for me to bear.

I wonder will you even notice I am gone?
Will you come to my funeral to say so long?

Will you see me in my coffin, and kiss my head?
It's hurts to know the only kiss ill get from you, is when I'm dead.

But why did it have to be this way?
It was you, nobody else, who got me from day to day.

To know you are with somebody else, much pain it brings.
It always hurts when I hear about those kinds of things

Do you not love me because the way I wear my hair?
I would go bald if you want me to, if it makes you care.

I really hope you will read this letter?
If you would of only given me, a chance to show you I could have treated you better.
Than all the other guys who you chose instead of me
God damn it I told you, that we were meant to be.

What is it about you that makes me feel so good?
If I could have gotten over you, trust me, I most certainly would.

I cannot put in plain words on how I am feeling.
My heart is on fire, it is not to appealing.

It feels like Ive died a thousand times inside
Holding you a little closer, just a little more in my mind.

Ever time I see you with another guy, I die again.
But I would die a million times, if we could just be friends.

It is getting hard to count all the times my hearts has torn.
I really wish sometimes, that I wasn't even born.

Someone please tell me what this torture is for.
I really don't want to love you anymore.

So it's now that I sit in my bed.
It will be here tomorrow where they will find me dead.

Because this hole in my heart is getting pretty deep.
I've got a picture of you in my hand; it's the one you said I could keep.

Now the blood is going every where wow I wish you could see.
All of this could have been avoided if you would have just loved me.

Man I haven't said all I have to say, so I have to hurry.
Because it's getting hard to breath now, and my visions going blurry.
So I can't really see your pretty little smile.
Don't worry my life will be over in just a little while.

I'm going to take these last few minuets to sit back and reminisce.
I'm sorry but the last line I can write will be this.

PS. At my funeral don't forget my kiss.