It does not how much i try and try
It does not matter how much i strive
no matter how much i strive
no matter how much i try
I strive to make things better
And maybe if i send another letter
Things shall be good
Like they should
I guess sometimes my family does not understand
Who i am
And sometimes neither do i
I find it hard on them to rely
i do want to change
And i do not want to cause any more pain
I do not want to get sent away
its just hard to say what i want to say
