Step dad

You know your words are painful,
Can't you see it in my eyes?
All the pain and suffering
Is making my life comprised.

You don't know how I hurt,
When you treat me like you do.
When you scream and yell,
Only if you knew.

Everyday I feel like crying,
I wipe my tears away.
You don't know how scared i am
Every night and day.

I'm scared to fall asleep,
Thinking, you'll come in and shout.
I lock my door with my chair,
I wish you knew the amount of pain that I felt.

So, I wait until your gone to work;
Then I come out of my room.
But, when I hear you zooming by,
It feeling like your my doom.

Everyday I feel like crying,
But, I have no more tears to share.
I hate the way you look in my eyes,
Heartbreak, I cannot bare.

I feel like you don't love me,
& You don't care how I feel.
I wish you'd just let me be;
Because My sadness is forever real...