Sick

Lately I'ts been worse
Not ever letting up
Silently I'm screaming
"Stop i've had enough!"
My anxiety levels go sky high
My weight heading for rock bottom
Eating when I can
Throwing up is still a problem

Wishing I could be with you
Running away and never coming back
Thinking of how wrong all this is
Wanting to toke it all back

Soon I hope it will let up
My black sky soon to go blue
Because my sickness is so deep and destructive
If only you ever knew

-Abby Gwynnedolyn Skie