You have not yet reached maturity

You have not yet reached
maturity. you don't know
what love is. this would not
be a problem if i wasn't

involved somehow. knowing
my nosy self, i had to butt
into your life. i had to. yes,
it was a requirement at the

time, for i felt you were a
necessity in my life. sadly,
you still are. i need you in
my life. in order for me to

keep breathing, you need
to be beside to me, forever
and always. yet you don't
love me the same way that

i love you. it seems that all
you have is a desire. lust,
perhaps. it injures me in
that since i love you deeply,

and truly, i will try to hold
on to you. it's true what
friends will say. you don't
deserve me, but don't i

deserve you? i love you
more deeply than every
ocean depth combined,
and why can't i have that?

why can't you be mine?
i don't know which path
to choose. if i give you up,
it may be better for you,

considering that you may
end up finding true love.
but then again, if i make
that choice, i wouldn't be

breathing.