Inside

Trapped in a mind of cloudiness
Altered emotions by a small white pill
Clawing my way through the thick darkness
Longing to see that crimson red trickling down my wrist
I break the dam releasing a river of pain
The foundation which I stand on crumbles and falls from my feet
Within love and hate battles for my soul
My body craves, my mind searches, and my heart yearns for that peace I never got a chance to know