In a Maze

I feel like I don't belong here,
I feel lost, like I'm in a maze

I need to move on,
But i can't let go,
You won't understand,
but i must let you know.

No one sees me now,
I need to get out,
I need raise my voice,
I need to shout.

I want to be heard,
But I'm comfortable here,
I thought i was home,
When i found you near.

I said " life is tough"
You said " life is enough"

I try to understand,
Your point of view,
But i want something else,
I need something new.

I try so hard,
To keep up with everyone,
They say " it's too late now
Life has already begun"

I need to getaway,
I have to spread my wings,
Stop finding dead-ends,
And tighten my strings.

I want to be me,
I do the things I want to do,
I want to be seen,
I need to get away from you,

I want some confidence,
I need some pride,
All those things you said to me,
I figured out you lied,

I want to move forward,
And never turn back,
Don't try to stop me,
I'll watch my own back.

*I was looking through boxes and i found this poem in one of my old books...don't exactly feel this ... mad now...I'm quite happy actually...most of the time...but then again, i guess we all are*