Suicidal:(

I walk outside in the rain so people wont see me cry.I try and hold my feelings inside so no one notices.People tell me I'm phsyco but I ignore them.I'm tired of my family they don't understand.I wear black so I can express how I feel.I bleed cause no one seems like they care.Sometimes I wish I could just disappear,but nothing follows through.I'm giving up,giving up on everything.Every moment in time, goes to fast.disappear please be my great escape.
Right now I'm depressed,mostly on how guys don't think us girls are good for them.How they can just break us down.OH please I'm begging don't do this again.I'm sick and tired I want to go home.Runaway from everyone.