Just trying to face it

Wake up to the sound of raindrops on the roof
Wondering about you and what i can do
I don't know how to deal with the fact that
I can never have you back

I take a walk outside in the pouring rain
Trying to wash away the tears and pain
Hear the thunder and see the lightning
You love it but why don't you love me

We had a chance and to be honest i really tried
I poured everything out in front of you and cried
Still you walk away from me like its nothing
But sometimes i really wish we were something

Friends is that all we'll ever be
Never forever just a you & me
But i guess sometimes things weren't meant to be
And sometimes some are too blind to see

Just no more me and you
Just forever a separate view
I'm trying my best to take this
Yeah I'm crying but I'm just trying to face it