He's with you

As i sit next to him
all the memories come rushing back
i let him go
but i always looked back

he was my first love
the only love that still wont go away
its been almost two years
yet the love remains

i want him
yet i don't
he's my eveything
but yet he's nothing but hope

the faith is fake
the trust is broken
i was never anything more
than a stupid trophy

he was my life
i was his toy
he was the one
so cute and coy

the words he spoke were lies
the words i spoke were truths
but none of it matters anymore
because he's with you...