I can't do this anymore

I sink into my chair
I feel empty and hallow inside
All the happiness in me
Has curled up and died

I try to talk to her
And try to let her know
That I have loneliness inside again
and that my life is filled with woe

I can remember everything
That she has whispered into my hears
Her voice and words echo in my head
But her face never appears

"Will you still be mine in the morning?"
I yell down empty hallways
A word comes chanting back
A simple word, "Always"

I wake up screaming from dreams
And I don't go back to sleep
I just sit there in bed.
Is it okay to weep?

I curl up in a ball
And begin to hold myself tight
In my head I hear my friends say
"Hey man.. everything is alright"

I soon find myself shivering
Cold and unstable in the floor
"I give up on myself" I say
and "I can't do this anymore."

And that my friends
is how my life now goes
And it may be a surprise to you,
Because not everyone knows