Am i breathing?does my chest move?i don't feel the air. i just feel the pain. constant pain, continuously growing. i hear ur voice, it cuts holes in my head. i feel my brain cells are ever fleeting. seeing u brings blood red tears to my eyes. i remember a time when when hearing ur voice would bring a smile to my face.now all it does is drive me insane. i don't understand why someone i love so much can cause me so much pain.i cant even tell if im breathing or not. I'm just getting by. i would call &hear ur yelling just to hear ur voice. does my pain bring u joy? I'm forever lost in u. it hurts so bad when i see u, is she prettier than me? wiser, perhaps? she will never live up to me. she will never feel ur pain. she will always have a constant breath. am i breathing? *sigh* barely.
