I remember you,
Standing before me,
A half year over my ten.
Your red-brown hair,
Because I've always envied redheads.
Your adorable freckles,
Because mine weren't.
Your 5' 7" height,
So tall to me.
Your flawless attitude,
'Cause I was always in trouble.
My polar opposite,
All I wished I could be.
Created you as a friend,
The lonely kid I was.
Through time I grew,
You grew with me.
By my side with advice,
The better side of my brain.
But you grew into me,
Not apart, as should of been.
From shining example,
To voice inside my head,
Destroying me and yourself.
Filling me with crazy ideas,
Pushing me to hurt myself.
You were driving me insane.
I began to loathe you.
Everything that you said,
Words pinched me all over.
I began to hate myself as well.
Why shouldn't I?
Told I deserve it.
I never realized I was losing you.
So I gave up on you,
When you needed me most,
Like I always said I never would.
And now it's too late.
We've fallen too far alone.
Admitting has been hard,
Since I lost you.
