I know that i messed up for hurting you the way that i did. i left my only love for some random boy. everyone told me that i was better off without you but little did they know i ccryed myself to sleep every night. i know that me and *you* had to keep *us* a secret bc you had a girlfriend besides me. and when i broke up with you for that stupid boy i realized i made the biggest mistake in my life. when me and him were dating you would call just to check on me and make sure that i was ok, but all i ever done was ingore you and walk past you in the halls and never say a word to you. i died a little more inside everyday. i didnt realize just how much you ment to me at the time, but now i do. after me and him broke up i tryed to talk to you but you told me you didnt want anthing to do with me but that was i lie, all you wanted to do was show me how i made you feel bc lastnight you called me up and said, babe i was just kiddin about not wanting anything to do with you, i love you and always will. i am so thankful that you showed me how you felt bc i will never do that to anyone agian and i am sorry you were the one that i done it to!! now were talkin again and you still have her but you tell me that you still love me and would give anything to be with me... so why dont you leave her?you mean everything to me and i just want you to know that i will wait for you how ever long i have to bc i love you with all my heart and i hope one day we will be together!! i love you babe forever and always!!
