Sweetheart

Expanding the mind with drink and drugs,i used to do
seeing bazaar colours orbs and Jesus too
i sat one evening and spoke to moses about the world
even though i was off my head,he said id meet a girl
that time came about, after two years had passed
an angel fell into my view,my prayers no longer asked
we fell in love,within a month a baby was on her way
even as tough as it was i would always stay
a new town for me,strange it was at first
then i met some crazy friends,that led me back into my curse
we both expanded our minds,with a baby in her cradle
i couldn't cope,i walked, pressure i couldn't handle
but i knew in you i had found something heavenly
if only back then i had told you what you mean to me
i got back,and promised you are my life
even thought,about making you my wife
but we were still young,a disaster we avoided
we agreed never to marry,but deep down i wanted
then came another, a boy on the horizon
i loon ed out again,my emotions back in hiding
but we sorted it,its you i always needed
a gorgeous girlfriend,two children what more could i ask
but darkness falls over me,and puts me on my arse
17 years on Ive never looked at another
but you turned round and said id rather has you as a brother
that i cannot handle,i know Ive been a fool
now its my turn to show how much i love you
Ive been trying now for almost four months
but still you push and shunt
every now and then a cuddle and a hug
we even made passionate love
so please my sweet let me in
and i promise i will never let you down again..