Gray day

I sit here wracked with endless sobs
No one knows the real me
My parents don't neither do most of my friends
All I know is the pain

The pain that won't go away
The pain that I keep at bay
The pain of living in hell
The pain I felt when I fell

Fell down that bottomless void
And now I don't know who I am
I'm just one lost little lamb
Trying to find its way
Across this sad gray day