Siting in the dark
Thinking of how pointless I am
Looking for a way out
Slowly I pull out a knife
I stare at it
Wanting everything to perish
Slowly I press the blade to my skin
I pull it across my arm
I feel like crying
But instead all i shead is blood
Blood of resentment
I remember all of those other girls
They are so pretty
So Thin
I wish I looked like them
I slowly turn to my mirror
I see a girl
She looks worn out
Dark circles under her eyes
From all of those sleepless nights
Scars on her arms
From all of those hatefull words shot her way
I see my worst nightmare
I see me